30.1.09

kedai kopi pak mat vs Starbuck


bila nak tido.. aku terfikir plak pasal perang dekat Gaza nie.. bila tgk tv, dgr dekat radio, baca n tgk dekat internet... ada yg forward2 msg dekat ym sume.. memang sedih dan pilu la hati ini mengenangkan penderitaan saudara seagamaku di Palestine sana tue.. dan dekat ym dan telifon aku plak... ada jugak yg forward msg2 suh boikot barang yang made in America... so... apa pendapat aku pasal menda nie eh? setuju? ikut aja? tak setuju?

1. sebab diorg boikot brand2 and product dari America nie.. pasal mereka fikir yang bila mereka beli barang ini, hasil keuntungan ini akan disalurkan untuk menyumbang kepada dana ketenteraan regim zionis di Isreal.. kalau dilihat secara terus.. aku mmg setuju la dgn idea nie.. kalau dilihat secara direct la....

2. kalau kita boikot benda2 tue.. adakah di pasaran ada menawarkan product2 yang bermutu atau paling koman pun product2 alternative? aku tak kisah pasal starbuck, mcD or KFC tue since aku memang jarang makan dekat sana(bak kata orang.. kedai mamak lagi best)... tapi... korang  tgk laptop korang.. berapa banyak dari kita yg tak guna Intel punya product?cite-cite dekat cinema, yang best2.. sume made in hollywood... dan sebagai pemina Levis jean.. aku mmg tak rasa la aku ada jean lain selain levis and sehelai je Replay yang aku ada.. aku rasa aku tak menyumbang la kepada America dgn membeli Levis nie since 90% dari jeans aku mmg aku beli dari Buntil.. hm.. dan aku rasa senang dgn nokia.. takpe2.. boleh je guna sony erickson. hehe...

3. mampu ke fan2 arsenal nak boikot arsenal? mungkin tidak.............

4. kalau tgk restaurant kfc, mcD and starbuck, korang perasan tak yang semua pekerja2 or almost semua pekerja2 diorg merupakan orang-orang melayu yang beragama islam.... dan mungkin jugak kilang2 product-product nie.. ada pekerja2 islam yang kerja dekat situ.. sebab kebanyakkan yang kerja kilang dekat sana merupakan imigrant2 dari asia yang tak banyak pun.. mesti ada beragama islam.. so kalau boikot2 berjaya.. di semua kedai2 nie tutup semua.. bayangkan la berapa ramai orang islam sendiri yang terasa bahangnya? bayangkan jela kalau semua restaurant Mcd and Kfc dekat malaysia nie tutup... berapa banyak orang hilang kerja? sape yang hilang kerja tue? isrealian? mana ada.. orang malaysia yang beragama islam..

5. kalau boikot2 nie berjaya.. dan tujuan asalnya adalah untuk mengoncongkan ekonomi americakan.... adakah mampu mengubah nasib saudara2 kita di Palestine? atau nasib kita di bumi Malaysia ini yang akan berubah? Negaraku yang kecil dan dipenuhi dgn pemimpin2 yang korup nie.. mampu ke bertahan? kalau kita tgk sekarang... berapa ramai yg hilang kerja? tue pun masih ramai beli product2 amerika... aku bukan nak mengagungkan amerika.. cuma, bagi aku amerika masih lagi merupakan kuasa yang bertindak sebagai tuner kepada ekonomi dunia... so.. kalau sekarang, mana-mana negera Islam mampu mengambil alih peranan itu.. tak menjadi masalah langsung rasanya kalau kita nak boikot product2 nie.. even, tak payah sentuh pun...

6. kenapa people yang ada kuasa... yang mampu mengubah dan mengawal benda-benda yang sekadar mampu kita borak2kan di ruang internet mahupun di kedai kopi..berdiam diri? PBB... or United Nation.. apa peranan mereka? tak malu ke mereka kalau facilities mereka di Palestine pun kena bedil dan mereka masih mendiamkan diri? adakah PBB ini pun merupakan anjing-anjingan Isreal yang mengikut telunjuk mereka selepas diberi daging busuk?

7. tapi, kebaikkan menboikot barang-barang nie.. ialah, dapat menjimatkan duit... since stuff nie sume mmg mahal... mahal gler.. bayangkan la harga sehelai t-shirt Timberland.. huh.. cekik darah doh.. so at least.. ada la alasan.. konon-konon taknak beli pasal boikot... padahal, makan gak coklat kit-kat tue.. hehe.. orang malaysia mmg cakap tak serupa bikin~

8. so, apa sumbangan kita kepada saudara-saudara kita di Palestine tue? doa.. yela.. selain doa.. mungkin kita boleh sumbangkan dana yang kita dah jimatkan dari membeli barang made in America tue dengan menderma kepada tabung-tabung untuk Gaza... dan ada jugak yang berani untuk ke Gaza dan menyumbang keringat dan kepakaran... ini la yang terbaik bagi aku.. teringin diberi peluang~ hm.. mampukan aku?

mengarut skali-skala

Salam sejahtera dan salam hormat kepada semua.. alhamdulillah.. tamat sudah sambutan CNYku tahun ini.. dan akhirnya.. dapat jugak kesempatan nak mengarut seketika disini.. hehe...

so.. CNY this year.. aku balik sitiawan seorang diri.. menumpang aunt aku.. Aunt Soomy.. sebab? ayah aku ada urusan yang tak dapat dielakkan.. terpaksa la aku pulang menumpang kereta proton perdana uncle kee how.. walau pada mulanya.. aku refuse untuk pulang seorg diri.. tapi.. sayu hati bila ayahku mengigatkan yang nenek dan datukku sudah lama tak melihat cucunya ini... cewah~

SO CNY tahun nie.. sama jela mcm tahun2 lepas.. Lo's Family diner dekat Crystal Hotel di bandar Sitiawan.. nanti kalau senang aku upload pic masa diner tue.. hm.. cousin2 aku sume dah makin besar dan mature and sume dah start nak buat hal sendiri.. hehe.. biasa la.. dah muda remaja semua..

angpau tahun nie.. mcm tahun2 sudah jugak la.. and aku dah habiskan dgn beli lens baru untuk camera aku.. ceh.. takpela.. setahun sekali je.. 

so.. cuti akan berakhir 2,3 hari lagi... huh.. puas dah aku tido sakan.. sampai setiap hari.. leteran mamaku yg tersayang menjadi alarm and snooze aku.. hehe.. walaupun dia bukan berleter pada aku.. tapi memandangkan adik2 lelaki aku yg 2 orang tue pun turut bercuti sekolah.. mereka telah mendatangkan api kemarahan pada mama aku pada pagi2 hari lagi.. haih.. terpalsa la aku membangunkan diri dgn rasa mengantuk dan malas.......

balik kl kali nie... aku mmg spend masa dekat umah jela.. mmg langsung tak contact budak2 nie nak ajak keluar.. bukan nak menyombong diri atau memencil diri.. just rasa nak duduk rumah.. rasa mcm dah jauh sangat aku dgn adik2 aku... nak jugak tgk diorg membesar... nak jugak tgk diorg punya study.. hm.. tapi aku rasa sabtu nie nak jugak pegi Buntil... jumpa paklang, jumpa ayed, jumpa afiq. jumpa abang jap.. usya2 la jugak barang2 baik dekat buntil sana.. selagi ada sisa-sisa angpau nie.. hehe..  

so.. sunday nie balik kuching. and sunday jugak dah kena g serian.. so maybe tak online selama 5 weeks la masa dekat sana.. hm.. tapi takpe.. weekend boleh balik kuching... :)

hm.. actually takde idea sangat nak post skrg nie.. kalau aku free.. aku upload la pic2 CNY nanti.. so.. bersabar yea.. hehe.. :)

15.1.09

look into his eyes~

1 question..  when was the last time u saw ur grandmother or grandfather?

answer?: perhaps last hari raya? last depavali? or last CNY? so.. for those celebrating CNY, its almost a year we didnt see them right? same goes for me here.. almost 1 year since the last time i saw my grandparents from my father side..

the medical branch which dealing with those labelled with The Golden Age Generation or in simple term, geriatric medicine really open my eyes.. 

Try to look at urself in the mirrow(if u have any..) what did u see? a healthy and active young man or young lady.. at ur early age.. with very nice smile.. full set of teeth.. no wrinkle.. solid and straight posture.. u can turn around to see urself in the mirrow easily.. what a fantastic experience.. just starting to explore life.. trying to mark ur name in the world and clean the path for the uncertain but perhaps a bright future.. we might not think about what we will be in the next 40 years..(i am at my age of 63 that time).. coz its too long way to go and we dont even know whether we still around at that age... but to make thing simple.. look at them.. the old lady.. the old gentlemen.. in the final chapter of their life.. do we have a minute to look into their eyes.. to understand them.. or just simply take their wrinkle and wasted hand..

what can u see in their eyes? cataract? senile arcus? hehe.. its more than that friends... a lots to see but yet.. nothing much to say right? So let look into Mr A eyes.. a 65 years old man..

1. a loneliness... son and daughter growth up.. starting their life.. have their own family.. have their own children.. have their own job.. hav their own house.. he  stay alone.. or if he is lucky.. still has their spouse to accompany him or at least he got a partner to fight about the whether forecast today.. hehe.. or sadly, if he is so unlucky.. his wife die.. he stay alone.. accompanied by a cat or a dog.. watching tv alone.. ride his bicycle to nearest coffee shop to find a friend to have a chat.. and to make the story more tragis.. his best friend also past away.. loneliness.. nobody can really understand him.. maybe his children can afford to hire a maid.. if he lucky...........

2. medical bills... as he growth old.. he will develop the degenerative disease.. the complication of his sedentary lifestyle before.. his benefit of 80 pack years of smoking... his chronic alcoholism.. his diabetes.. his hypertension.. his body no longer flexible.. he can no longer do the shuffle dance he used to enjoy before.. he no longer can kick the ball the he love so much.. luckily astro got macam-macam ada.. at least can watch his favorite team play live twice a week on TV as he no longer able to ride his superbike to Stadium to join the rest to jump and hugging each other when his team win the league..

3. past glorious day.. he might be a manager in the big company with a multi million investment around the world.. now he hardly manage his own daily life... he used to be a top surgeon in the country.. but now.. he maybe the one on the table.. he maybe never lost his battle in the court as a great lawyer... but now he need a lawyer to write his will..  he maybe a gangster with 1000 follower, but now he is alone.. and just thinking about God.. 

4. money problem.. no longer a manager, surgeon or Ah long.. he had limited financial resources.. his pension maybe just a quarter of his monthly income before.. his '0' digit in his bank account start to reduce...  he still need to eat.. pay the bill, buy some new clothes for his friends funeral, or at least need to pay the astro bill... the price of plain water also very expensive nowadays..(40 sen at Nasi Kandar Pulau Pinang opposite to Saberkas a.k.a Ashley).. but, takkan la nak order plain water je.. mesti nak pekena tongkat Ali.. hehe..

5. dont forget his cataract just now.. he can no longer have a look at any sexy girl on his way to the kedai kopi.. haih.. tak syok bah.. need to remove the cataract ASAP!!! hehe..

so in short.. show ur empathy to the old folk.. they have something that u dun have.. experience.. Ingat lima perkara sebelum datang lima perkara.. especially, muda sebelum tua and hidup sebelum mati.. dun neglect ur grandparents or parents.. they need u.. dont send them to the old folk houses.. that place is a hell.. i have been there.. trust me.

13.1.09

Just an update..

pergh... lama tak post pape dekat sini.. banyak menda nak cite actually.. tapi.. hehe.. busy...

1. dah habis posting psychiatric aku.. so exam was suck n i think i just get less than 5 marks for my osce and dah la salah diagnosis.. shit.........

2. kuching.... hujan.. hehe.. stress... seminggu lepas nie.. asyik hujan je.. pagi petang siang malam.. hujan je.. tapi syok jugak sebab lepas exam, aku boleh tido puas2 sampai naik pening kepala sebab banyak sangat tido.. certain2 part dekat Kuching sampai banjir la... aku tak keluar sangat.. so tak affected sangat dgn banjir nie.. ada gak la masa g Satok semalam nak withdraw money dekat bank islam sana tue.. stuck sebab air naik.. nasib baik tak teruk.. kesian tgk member2 yg naik motor.. asyik basah je.. 

3. street soccer interapartment.. hehe.. nie lagi case naya nie.. main bola dalam hujan.. tapi syok jugak main bola dalam hujan.. nasib baik la tak demam.. hehe.. anyway, apartment kitaorg jadi johan.. and aku dapat score sebijik je.. cis.. takpela.. janji menang sudah.. tapi hadiah tak dapat lagi sebab hari ahad punya sukaneka dah postponed pasal faculty aku banjir.. hehe.. ahad tue mmg paling indah la.. sebab dapat tido dgn tenang... lepas exam katakan... tapi kesian la budak2 sibu yang balik semata-mata nak main tournament tue.. sebab diaorg dapat no 5 je.. kwang..kwang.. kwang.. hehe..

4. hari ahad malam... best sebab chealsea kalah dgn man utd dekat old trafford.. senyap gak la budak2 chealsea even man utd main teruk malam tue.. takpe.. janji menang... aku msg fatah sebab dia selalu kutuk man utd.. tapi senyap je mamat tue.. nak dgr jugak reaksi dia lepas team yg kalah dgn Derby county boleh menang dgn chealsea..

5. latest.. aku beli spec baru pasal spec lama dah nazak...

6. posting baru dah start.. geriatric.. mcm seronok.. macam bosan.. tapi short posting.. 2 weeks je... sabar jela.. dalam posting nie.. aku banyak belajar dgn Dr Joseph.. a geritrician.. specialised in stroke medicine.. setiap posting and dari masa ke semasa... aku jumpa org baru yang gempak and genius dan bijaksana.. terasa diri nie tersangat la kurang pandai.. adeh la.. takpe.. at least boleh jadi motivation dekat aku.. kalau tak dapat jadi gempak mcm dia.. jadi bagus sket pun boleh la.. hehe.. berjanji pada diri sendiri untuk belajar dgn lebih rajin.. dan mengurangkan tido dan benda-benda yg lagha..(kurangkan.. nak stop? susah kot.. hehe..)

7. CNY is coming soon.. im going back to kl and Sitiawan.. hehe... its time to collect angpau.. hopefully i can collect more angpau so that i can buy a new lens for my dSlr.. hehe..

8. hopefully war at Palestine will over soon as the isreal bastard still killing the innocent palestinian.. i got a lot to say bout diz thing but.. i think its just wasting time becoz those people who have power to stop those bastard are just sit in their big office and think how to make more money with other blood and tear.. semoga Allah membantu pejuang2 Palestine.. InsyaAllah...

1.1.09

1st January 2009!

its the first day of 2009!!!! its 1st Jan 2009!!! its 0020 on the first day of 2009 and im here at my desk.. struggling with my case write up.. just take a look at the beautiful scenery of the fireworks around the Kuching city..hehe.. luckily im staying in the middle of kuching city.. so can see all the beautiful fireworks all over the sky.. hehe.. so beautiful..

sound boring rite celebrating a new year like this? hehe.. yeah.. so boring.. is should go out and drive around the town with my window open.. feeling the fresh air of the year of 2009.. but i think because of all the fireworks, kuching will sure jerebu for a while..(1 think that i love about kuching is its fresh and clean air.. ofcoz when compare to KL.. not my village in malacca.. hehe..).. nah.. i will do that coz i just finish about 10% of my report..duh.. why they want to burden me with this kind of thing.. GIMME A BREAK!

so.. 2009, just another day in my life.. nothing really special for me.. just happy that tomorrow is holiday and i can spend da holiday doing the report..(foochikuk the case write up!) but this year i will turn to 23.. OMG..im getting older..but still..im acting like a 17 years old boy.. hm..suddenly i feel the resposibility of being older.. being an adult... kinda scary huh? need to be more serious in life i think.. yup.. believe it or not.. im trying so hard to be more serious in wutever i do..InsyaAllah...

so.. Happy new year again everyone... hav a great year ahead!