19.5.11

hidup semua

Tak semua benda yg kita nak dalam hidup kita dapat..
Tak semua benda hidup nie ikut lumrah alam..
tak semua hati itu suci...
Tak semua org pakai akal yang logik...
Tak semua org baik budi..
Tak semua org berniat baik...
Tak semua berbaik sangka...
Tak semua org berfikiran positive...

Yang penting hati yang ikhlas...
Yang penting sentiasa ingatkanNya..
Yang penting kita berfikiran positive..
Yang penting kita berbaik sangka...
Yang penting kita berniat baik...

Mungkin kita akan ditindas kalau sentiasa baik dan ikut peraturan.. Yang penting hidup dirahmati.....

16.5.11

feel small

When u stand alone the middle of mosque... Right below its dom
When u stand alone in the middle of the field of empty old trafford
When u look at the sky full of stars while u r alone at the beach
When u look down from the top of klcc
When u read about great warrior and king stories
when u know u just one of HIS slave

15.5.11

ingatan diri sendiri

Memandu.. Kadang-kadang kita terlalu laju.... Terlalu fokus ke depan... Dunia sekadar apa yg dekat depan windscreen... Kiri kanan sekadar yg dijeling.. Sekadar yg sempat... Yg belakang kiranya kalau di hon or di high beam... Kadang benda yg didepan pun terlalu kecil sampai habis dilanggar dilenyek... Terlalu fokus ke arah yg dituju.... Mcm hidup juga...........

Memandu. Santai.. Kiri kanan pandang.. Sampai sempat usya awek kiri kanan... Keindahan ciptaan tuhan.. Sempat usya keta-keta lain dijalanan... Lambat sket sampai... Luas pemandangan... Mcm hidup juga....

Santai atau fokus... Itu pilihan masing-masing... Soalan. Apa kehendak diri sendiri.. Apa yg kita nak dalam hidup.. Apa yg kita kejar dalam hidup... Kejar benda yg dicita atau menikmati apa yg mendatang disepanjang perjalanan.. Beza. Cepat dan berjaya.. Lambat tapi menikmati.. Sekali lagi.. Apa yg kita nak dalam hidup....masalah.. Sering terlupa apa yg diri sendiri mahu.. Dan hanyut dalam arus kehendak dan rentak org lain

11.5.11

Its amazing when someone can make u smile when she smile.. Membuatkan anda mahu humming kau buat aku tersenyum by sheila on7...
This is the 100 entry in this blog.. Part of the entry was made when I was single.. When I was with someone.. When I am back to be single and young and dangerous..but I guess I had found somebody special.. But yeah.. Its too early :) When I set up this blog, I was a medical school.. Budak mentah, hardly contributing to this world.. Just a burden to the govt and country.. And this 100 posting was made while I'm now a house officer at a govt hosp..
This blog was made as my personal channel to air my dissatisfaction, grumble.. My feeling.. My up and down and when I get angry... Hehe..I dun even care if anyone ever read it.. I just hope that one day when I was old and forget about simple2 thing about me in the past.. I could simply look back and see how shallow my mind at that specific moment and time.. And perhaps it could remind me back some sweet memories :)

3.5.11

advanture in life

How would u define adventure in life?
1.U saw a random girl.. Then u go all out to get her.. U dun even know her.. U never speak to her.. U just decide u want to go after her... Hehe...
2.U have a good and secure job but 1 day u decide that all and I want to try something new.. So u resign and start looking for a new job or start a business.. A burger stall perhaps?
3.U pack ur bag, buy a flight ticket to sumwhere random and start a life there.. Totally a new life...

I hav been told once by my teacher... When we r in a comfort zone, we always try to stay within the comfort zone but we dunno the world outside our comfort zone and what its offer.. Unless we try and step out of our comfort zone.. In my life I did it once and for me its the turning point of my life so far.. But I just think that I'm in the new comfort zone which I should abandon it and start being adventurous.. Now I'm too comfort being a single guy... At least feel "comfortable" with my job.. And comfortable with the place i stay...should I start to hunt a random girl? Lookinh a new job? Or migrate somewhere? Or the best is do all.. Get a girl, quit my job and fly? Hehe.. Sound interesting...