when love kill love

when love kill love... its a song from scorpion... but the title really make me feel like write something tonight...

how love can kill love?

1. when ur parents love u too much... and they pamper u too much.. sometimes this is good... but i think... it can do harm also... u can become too manja.. dependent.. and will always expect to be love in that kind of way by everyone.. hurm.. but conflict is everywhere... for me... sikap sederhana seperti yang diajar didalam islam adalah satu idea yang sungguh bernas.. moderation is the best policy.. bak kata omputih.. (ada ke omputih cakap mcm nie.. tah la.. aku tibai je...)

2. when u love someone so much also can bring problem... u will tend to become overprotected.. overly coutious and suspicious and thing will makin teruk if u had a personality disorder called paranoid personality disorder where their main characteristic are sensitive & suspicous, mistrust others and suspect other's motive.. (baru habis class personality disorder with Dr Siti Raudzah.. really intresting class.. big applause to her).. in this kind of situation, u will make the one u love become irritated and depress...as example.. u check ur bf or gf handphone everytime.. send a spy to check on your partner.. and even become suspicous when u see ur partner talking with the opposite sex ( any medical personale, plz correct me if im wrong)

3. when u love someone but the one u love has someone else to love.. this is really a killer to a love.. i think i dun need to explain more on this situation, after all.. its a common sense la bro..

4.when u and ur partner are so damn love each other.. but maybe the third party which can be ur family or a person who love ur partner.... because of they love u, they will try to separate both u and ur partner for their own sake.. as an example.. a mum may ask u too break up with ur gf/bf just because she afraid if u might forget her or, someone may just reka2 cerita or frame u just to make u and ur partner seperated so that, they can tru their luck to rampas ur partner form u.. after all.. this is a cruel world where we live..

hurm.. i not suppose to say this... but for me.. everyone need love.. but sometimes loving someone to much can really do harm but if anyone who lack of love... they can end up in a psychiatric ward (i have seen these) and obviously.. without love.. there is the end of the world where everyone will become like a robbot and start to kill each other..

there is one love that might not do harm at all.. the Undivided LOVE to ALLAH the almighty god and to His massenger.. or if u r not a muslim.. love ur god in the same way.. people will tend to go back and find their god when they are sad and hopeless....

Scorpions When Love Kills Love Lyrics:
When love kills love
Suddenly I think I always knew
I had my share of mistakes
Made quite a few
Finally I know and that's for sure
I don't look back in anger anymore
Suddenly the sun comes up again
There's a new beginning
When we pass the end
Finally I know and that's for sure
I don't look back in anger anymore
When love kills love
Will someone rescue me
When love kills love
It's cutting through so deep
Suddenly I wake up from the dream
Someone tells me
I've been talking in the sleep
Finally I know and that's for sure
I don't believe in
daydreams anymore
When love kills love
Will someone rescue me
When love kills love
It's cutting through so deep
Well life goes 'round
And upside down
It's pretty mad
When love kills love
Will someone set me free
When love kills love
It's cutting through so deep
How can we choose
When all we lose
Is all we have
We run away
From all the pain
We run away
From all the pain
When love kills love
Will someone rescue me
When love kills love
It's cutting through so deep
When love kills love When love kills love When love kills love When love kills love

kerana telinga,, badan binasa..

certain people hard to keep their mouth shutkan... and banyak plak people yang really dun think even twice when they speak eventho they actually need to think a million time before speak it out about certain thing...

some people will really enjoy when they are in bad mood or when they are hurt by someone, they will try to find some other ways to irritate other people or hurt other people around them... why? its simple... tak bestkan sakit hati sorang.. so, mari sakit hati beramai-ramai... Yay!

lets take an example.....

in husband and wife argument... if the husband lost his rational... kan boleh sampai jadi divorce.. even maybe the cause of the argument is just really a simple thing... (teringat cerita P.Ramlee: "aci... taik punya pasal pun mau gaduh ka? kasi cuci sudah la" hehe..)

kalau ur parents marah u plak.. nak2 makkan.. kalau marah tue.. memang marah betul la... so we as a child, kena sabar... and like i mention before.. think at least twice... ni tak, orang tua tue mmg tgh marah.. kita pulak (konon2 darah muda la) terus la nak sound direct dekat dia.. selalu ingat diri ini.. syurga itu di bawah tapak kaki ibu... tak bermaksud boleh sound direct ur dad la plakkan... ( tetiba homesick plak... dulu masa kecik2 selalu lawan cakap mama... dah jauh2 nie, bila balik rumah, bila adik2 tinggi suara sikit dgn mama pun memang sure la they all will get a free counseling session with if nescessary an extra physical therapy lagi.. hehe..)

i always remember the old say.. "kerana mulut badan binasa"... bila fikir2 balik.. memang betul.. haih.. tapi kadang2 kerana telinga pun badan boleh binasa(aku dah cipta peribahasa baru..ngok betul la)... yela.. as example.. bila dengar words yang tak bestkan.. nak-nak dari someone dat we love or someone that really important to us.. even if tak lawan balik.. kalau asyik simpan dalam hati, lama2 meletup bai... kalau meletup tue.. memang tak larat la lu nak tanggung... (apa la qish nie.. cakap salah.. dengar pun salah.. melalut betul anak pakcik firdaus nie)...
so kepada orang2 tersayang dan org yang disayangi.. kalau cakap tue agak2 sikit... saya tak suka marah.. tapi kalau saya marah.. memang sangat la hilang rational saya.. hehe..

bring back memory during matrix.. i got this best buddy and was call by name ayep... i always remember our conversation... lebih kurang mcm nie la bunyi dia..
"ala qish.... aku tak kesah apa orang cakap pasal aku.. aku lagi suka orang cakap aku mcm2 n buat mcm mana org tue cakap... baru la diorg sakit hati..." maksudnya... when someone say u nie perangai mcm A la.. so infront of that person, u will act like a A.. mcm tue la lebih kurangnya... kiranya kita practisekan.. act speak louder than voice la.. as e.g... when ur girlfriend accuse u main kayu tiga.. sure la u really upsetkan when in the real situation u r such a sweet and innocent guy.. nak argue banyak2 pun u will hurt urself back.. so kalau kita gunakan ayep's idea.. kita main la kayu tiga behind her backkan? she will surely 100% will sakit hati gila2 la... and u sure very happy (at least for a moment... sebab lepas tue sure u kena dump dgn ur gf... hehe...)

hurm... i dun want to mengarut so much.. the more u talk.. the more u will look stupid and the more u will make someone hurt and the vicous circle will go on as the other people will then talk more and make they look more stupid and make u even sakit hati... when the first intention u just nak sakitkan hati dia je.. now both of u pun sakit hati.. n to make thing worse.. orang yang takde kaitan pun sibuk2 nak sakit hati... (biasalakan... orang melayukan busy body dan suka mengadu domba... orang cinakan kiatsu... orang india pulak gembira when other people lagi sedih dari diorg masa diorg sedih <-- ini M.Jayakumar bagi tau aku... he is an indian and a forth year unimas medical student.. so minta maaf kalau org terasa... p/s: aku boleh kutuk org melayu and org cina sebab aku dua2.. <-- ni pun Kumar cakap n aku rasa i hav dat right.. hehe.. sori la mama n baba <-- mak aku pure malay n bapak aku pure chinese.. sure diorg marah aku kutuk bangsa diorg.. aku takde specific race.. im malaysian after all..hehe..so boleh kutuk semua org malaysia)

ahma curry house

Ahma curry house... sebuah kedai mamak yang tak berapa mamak... dekat giler dgn faculty kitaorg... kira ahma curry house nie mmg port la tempat budak medic unimas makan tgh hari.. doctor2 dari SGH pun kadang2 ada nampak lepak situ.. lecture2 pun selalu lepak sana.. antara yang paling aku selalu nampak lepak sana is Prof Khin Tun.. this guy is a great surgeon..
kadang2 sarawak state player pun datang makan sana.. contoh yang aku pernah nampak B. rajanikhan (sori la kalau typo) and shahril arsyad... Aku kenal diorg pasal diorg nie ex-selangor player.. hehe.. kadang2 kalau lepak sana lama sikit, boleh la nampak amoi2 comel2 lepak sana... hehe... and yang aku perasan.. mmg ramai la org semenanjung makan situ..

food dekat sana aku rate mmg best la... kira dalam kuching nie, dekat sini la nak makan food yang sedap2 and yang paling penting... pedas... sebab as far yang aku concern la kan... orang kuching tak suka makan pedas... hehe.. mungkin pasal tue ramai org semenanjung datang sana.. hehe..

yang paling tak bestnya pasal ahma curry house nie.. is their price.. pergh.. roti canai sekarang harga 1.20... nasib baik sedap.. tadi aku sound uncle owner ahma curry house tue masa nak bayar roti canai aku...
"uncle... roti kosong 2..." sambil menghulur rm2... pastue uncle tue tanpa ragu2 dan was2.. reply balik " roti kosong 2? rm 2.40 (sila menggunakan dialek orang india and intonasi yang sesuai dan lenggokkan kepala yang betul)".. " eh.. tak turun harga lagi ke uncle?" dgn selambanya aku sound dia... aku tambah lagi.. " minyak sudah 5 kali turun uncle, takkan roti canai 1 kali pun tak turun?" dan dia dgn pantas mencapai duit aku dan membalas " harga tepung tak turun, mcm mana nak turun harga" ....

aku malas nak layan uncle tue terus blah... dah la sebenarnya aku tengah hangin sebab masa makan tadi aku dah tertumpah kuah kari atas seluar aku.. kalau sikit takpe la.. so aku pun bergegas la drive balik hostel sebab jam di tangan menunjukkan pukul 10.15 pagi, aku ada class dengan Dr Saw win pukul 10.30... nasib baik sempat sampai kelas on time (sebenarnya Dr Saw win yg masuk lambat)...

masa drive tue aku terfikir dialog aku dgn uncle tue... dulu masa dia nak naikkan harga roti canai dgn harga nasi, dia bagi alasan harga minyak dgn harga beras naik... ok la.. sebab masa tue.. org jual nasi lemak tepi jalan pun naik harga.. mana taknya.. harga minyak naik 78 sen masa tue.. tapi sekarang nie.. oil price is rm2.00.. so beza dia just 8 sen from before.. takkan la nak kira... dah la tue.. se tahu aku... harga tepung tak naik masa harga minyak naik tue..(tepung adalah barang yang mempunyai harga syiling.. kalau tak silap aku)
hurm.... susah betul la... peniaga semakin kaya... pengguna jugak yang tersesak.. so kiranya.. org bisness nie atas bawah la dia makup... dari govt dia untung (harga minyak turun, harga tepung terkawal) and dari kitaorang(harga kos barang menurun, harga barang sama mcm masa harga kos mahal)

dulu ada ura2 nak tubuhkan gerakkan untuk Boycot je ahma curry house tue.. aku ingat masa tue bdk 3rd year sekarang, Suren kalau tak silap terjumpa ulat dalam food dia masa makan... dia mintak uncle tue tukar food dia tapi uncle tue just suruh dia put aside that ulat and cont makan.. GILA APA!? aku dgr, budak2 india 3rd year sampai sekrg tak makan dekat sana..

tapi kalau student je boikot.. aku rasa tak effect pape pun.. customer dia ramai giler.. kalau time lunch hour, mmg sampai kena tapau food la pasal takde seat nak duduk.. memang ramai giler la org dekat sana.. yela.. nak2 dia je kedai makan dekat situ.. nak harapkan cafe... food cafe teruk giler.. aku dah 2 tahun tak jejak cafe since incident akak cafe tue marah aku pasal aku takde small change(macam mana nak maju kak? customer always rightkan...)... Kalau pihak uni boleh provide a good cafe with a good quality of food... sure goyang ahma curry house.. tapi.. biasa la.. uni aku ialah UNIMAS.. dah la tue.. faculty aku... fakulti perubatan.. fakulti dibenci oleh administrator unimas..

lately nie service dekat ahma curry house pun makin teruk.. kalau order air, dah habis makan baru sampai.. kalau we all order air kosong ( luckily free je air kosong nie... kalau tak mmg kena fire la...) dah habis makan pun tak sampai2... hehe.. biasa la... menda freekan..

hurm.. malam dah larut... dah la hujan.. syok kalau tido... dah la baju tak iron lagi.. argh... tido la.. esok sambung lagi baca PSY nie...

when weird make we feel pelik...

today is just like another day....
but for wat ever reason.. i found today is a very different and weird... so weird...
hurm... today i woke up early.. n doesnt sleep back after subuh prayer... i straight away took my bath today... and im already dress up for class at 6.30 and make my room mate think dat im mad!
today i attend 3 classess which 2 were given by prof fadzillah.. and another one was given by dr saw win..
hm.. about the lectures.. i found out today dat prof fadzillah is really a special guy and damn good psychiatrist... i wonder how he can remember all the person related to psychiatric.. what they did to psychiatric world.. how they get their nobel prize... even a single simple thing dat i think so simple(may be i just to simple minded?) and not significant also he can remember very well... he give a talk for almost an hour without any slide but nothing he tell other than a hard Fact! then only after that he cont his lecture with a help from his slide.. he is one of the lecturer that really make me follow every single word from his mouth and make me jot down every important point of his lecture... the way his talk also very style one... try to imagine harith iskandar or cat farish give a talk to u.. u will surely listen for them rite? hehe.. his look really like cat farish and the way he talk is really like harith iskandar...
then in the evening... come in Dr saw win, for the first time for my PSY posting... a not so tall guy with a black jacket and always keep both of his hand in his trouser's pocket... and i like to mention here that he is from Myanmar... he is not bad... i can still understand him even those from previous rotation complain that they hav difficulty to understand him.. but at the middle of his lecturer, i start to lost my focus on whatever thing that he said.. maybe because his tone is really monotonus and where he puts both his hand.. thanks God.. i never feel sleepy yet in any PSY classess so far... even in dr saw win class just now..
in the evening, like any other evening, i will play streetsoccer at faculty.. today like a said just now, is different because today we play at the different place.. or more accurately, usually we play at the lecturers parking lot but today because of the parking lot are still quite occupied by the lecturers cars, and its part of my ideas and part of my protest to the faculty, i suggest to everyone to play infront the faculty compound.. where all the head of departments, dean and deputy dean park their cars... my points that make everybody listen to my ideas is ' takkan la dean nak marah kita main bola.. dah la takde proper place nak main bola... ada tempat parking pun, parking penuh.. takkan la kita semua nak jadi gemuk? takkan kita semua jalan slow je.. tak aktif... mana tau kalau dia nampak kita struggle nak main bola petang2, dia buatkan untuk kita court futsal?' and am glad that everyone that evening agree to play there and more suprise and really make me happy is Prof Syafiq, one of the deputy dean saw we play there ( of coz he can see us, his car is just 1 meter away from us) lain la kalau dia rabun teruk sangat... i hope he will bring up this thing to next faculty meeting..
a lot more weird thing happen during the night and especially before i write diz post.. but let it burrow with me later.. dah la.. i need to read some more.. or else i would look dumb in Prof fadzillah class tomorow.. eh.. jap lagi England vs Jerman.. ceh.. nak tgk ke tak nie... hurm... Sani, kalau kau baca post aku, kejutkan aku...
Da~

Hint

hint~
what is a hint? why we need hint?
hint or a indication or dalam bahasa bayangan atau petunjuk... Hint is given to lead someone to something....
why we need hint and why dont people just give a full explanation or just straight to the point? hehe... i think its not fun anymore if life is so straight forward and just that simple..
its also sometimes just to be polite in certain situation... as an examples... when we run out of our scholarship money that supposely enough ( enuf? no man.... its never will enuf!) we will call home so out of sudden... talk nicely to ur mum... talk nicely to ur dad... and hope at the end of conversation, they will ask you how thing goes on there... do u have enuf money or not... and as a good son or daughter.. u will tell them that u hav enuf money.. but... its just enuf until the end of this week.. hehe.. so u will end the conversation with a smile on ur face...
when u want ur bf or gf to buy sumthing to u... u will tell them.. i feel like i wanna buy a new hp la... the next few days, when u all hang around at a shopping mall, u will bring ur partner to hp's shop and make a survey.... then u look at a good hp and then u will say clearly.. Eh... I like diz hp la sayang... but its to expensivekan... takpela.. wait la until the prize come down... or mana la tau u want to buy it for me kan sayang?.... then u just walk away form the shop with a face full of hope.... hehe...
we u admire someone.. u will tend to look at them as often as u can.. and if u got a chance to make they realize that you are looking at them, u will stare into their eyes with glistening eye and a flirting facies... or if u dare enuf, u will draw a sweetest smile u ever made or if u lagi berani, u akan main mata with her...
for girl, usually will hint a boy with quite a same way i think, but i think girl have more powerful and complicated body language that difficult to interpret but understabable.. (for me la... experience will make u a better guy..) hehe...
in the examination especially in a big exam, u will always hope that the lecture will held a revision class, so that they can hint or just simply tell u what the topic will come out in the exam.. that the time when everyone is taking their notes seriously and jot down everysingle words from their lectures and that the time when the attandance of the class is 100% and there is the time when no one will sleep in the class even everyone are have a sleepless night for the whole study week...
so, sometimes we really need the hint but sometimes we just need to be direct and straight to the point.. or else we might miss out something important in ur life..

virus yang menjengkilkan

Balik dari Bintangor hari khamis lepas, aku kena infected dengan flu and fever.. aku rasa its just a viral infection.. so aku relax jela... malas nak makan ubat.. aku makan antihistamine je pasal tak tahan dgn flu yang menjengkilkan tue.. lepas tue syafiqah plak asyik nagging suruh makan ubat (sayang la tue konon..hehehe..).. hari nie rasa dah ok sikit dah..
tapi aku bukan nak cerita pasal virus ciptaan Allah ... Aku redha la dengannya... yela.. mungkin aku banyak sangat dosa... tapi yang aku betul jengkil... dgn virus yang dicipta manusia.. urgh.. sakit hati gila aku.. actually salah aku jugak la... aku bukannya takde anti virus yg bagus.. aku ada Kapersky yang sentiasa aku update.. tapi masalahnya aku kadang2 saje je pause protection pasal kadang Kapersky nie banyak block menda2 yang tak sepatutnya dia block (bagus sangat la plak..)
nak dijadikan cerita... mel nak mintak gambar2 masa g posting community aritue.. (ceh.. aku jadi photographer je dekat Bintangor.. dah tue, diorg upload gambar2 aku dekat facebook tanpa bagi credit dekat aku.. next time nak buat business la.. hehe...) so dia pun pass la harddisc dia... aku pun masa tue nak cepat... so bila balik dari solat jumaat tue, aku terus connect harddisc dia dekat laptop aku... aku lupa la plak nak resume balik protection tue.. so aku pun bersiap la nak g IDA ( Inter department activity) .. tajuk IDA haritue plak best = Hydrocephalus, case presentation of an infant with hydrocephalus due to Dandy wallker syndrome... nak2 Roslan present... hehe.. lagi nak gelak aku.., aku plak lupa nak scan harddisc dia ( selalunya aku scan.. tapi kali nie aku lupa plak).. aku terus je transfer sume gambar2 yang nak dekat 6G tue dekat harddisc dia.. dan terus mandi n bersiap nak g IDA.. lepas siap, aku pun tergesa2 la nak g IDA... lupa plak nak bawak harddisc mel.. pastue balik IDA, terus siap2 g main street soccer dekat faculty... tak tengok langsung laptop aku.. ceh..
malam tue.. masa aku nak siap2 nak keluar nak g cinema dgn bdk2 rumah aku.. aku pun ingat nak online la sementara tunggu Azuan bersiap.. ceh.. sekali tue.. aku punya firefox dah hilang.. pastue aku punya taskmanager pun dah disable.. aku punya control panel pun dah gone.. laptop aku terus hang.. aku dah tak mampu nak buat pape.. nak click pape pun dah tak keluar.. aku dah la jahil bab2 computer nie.. dalam gelabah tue.. aku try reboots.. dan selepas Viji datang dan mendiagnose laptop aku dan tgk prognosis yang sangat poor.. dia pun mencadangkan treatment yand radical sekali.. '' Nie kena format nie Qish.." hancur luluh hati aku memulakan process formating laptop aku...

so weekend nie.. aku struggle la mengupdate balik laptop aku.. nasib baik data2 penting tak hilang..

aku rasa yang cipta virus nie mesti company2 yang buat antivirus nie.. yela.. kalau takde virus, sape nak beli antivirus diorg ye tak? cis... diorang nie... sungguh kejam.. bayangkan kalau ada 10 orang kena mcm aku? mcm mana kalau ada data2 penting yang sangat bernilai hilang begitu sahaja? mungkin data2 aku sekadar nota2 lectures and gambar2 dan lagu aku je.. tapi kalau lecturer2 aku yang mungkin tgh buat research yang hebat2 tetiba sume data diorg hilang... hurm...

aku rasa pencipta virus nie patut dikategorikan sebagai dosa2 besar la.. mereka membawa kebencian... kesedihan.. kemarahan.. kerugian dan kejengkilan pada mangsa2 mereka...

akhir kata.. aku takkan ampunkan pencipta virus dan kepada company2 antivirus... jangan la nak buat untung dgn hire org buat virus baru... yela... kalau korang tak kasi duit dekat diorg nak cipta virus.. mesti diorg takde masa nak cipta virus... baik cipta software lain yang boleh mendatangkan untung dan kesejahteraan kepada all the mankind...

Universiti Sukan

utusan malaysia hari ada menyiarkan yang malaysia ada cadangan atau akan membina sebuah universiti sukan.... hurm.. bila terbaca pasal benda nie.. aku terfikir... perlu ke universiti sukan nie?

sekarang nie ada berpuluh-puluh universiti yang ada dekat malaysia... setiap uni pun ada unit sukan masing-masing... untuk menubuhkan 1 uni, memerlukan duit yang banyak... kenapa tak disalurkan duit tue ke uni yang ada untuk membaik atau menaik tarafkan unit sukan yang ada? kenapa nak bazirkan duit untuk mengadakan benda yang tak ada.. sedangkan benda yang ada pun masih tak berapa lengkap..

adakah dengan adanya universiti sukan ini, Malaysia akan melahirkan lebih banyak atlet2 yang bertaraf dunia? atau hanya membazirkan duit rakyat lagi? atau pun, mereka yang mencadangkan uni ini melihat berapa banyak project2 yang banyak menggunakan duit rakyat dapat di potong di sana sini dan masuk ke poket mereka?

sekarang nie kita ada 2 sekolah sukan, Bukit Jalil dan Bandar Penawar.. sekolah-sekolah ini dah ditubuhkan sejak lama dahulu... tapi apa hasilnya? tak nampak pun atlet2 kelas dunia yang dilahirkan... pemain-pemain badminton malaysia.. ada ke dari budak2 bukit jalil.. mungkin ada la 2,3 orang yang berjaya.. tapi setakat menang sukan sea.. menang sukan malaysia.. itu jaguh kampung namanya..

kalau kita tengok negara-negara yang melahirkan jaguh-jaguh dan bintang-bintang taraf dunia.. atau tengok jela bintang-bintang dunia pada masa kini.. adakah mereka dilahirkan dari universiti sukan bertaraf dunia? tak kan.. diorg tue ada yang tak habis sekolah pun... david beckham.. dia mana habis sekolah pun... tapi sekarang he is one of the football icon in the world man...

from my personal view... untuk melahirkan ahli sukan yang bertaraf dunia.. malaysia perlu mulakan dari peringkat awal lagi... malaysia perlu ada satu sistem yang dapat mengesan bakat-bakat muda yang betul2 hebat... bukan sekadar boleh sepak bola.. dan mereka ini terus diserapkan di akedemi2 yang bertaraf dunia.. bertaraf dunia disini maksudnya, it has a world class facilities... good management... good coaching team and good nutrition....

tapi masalahnya disini... andai kata anak kamu dipilih untuk memasukki akedemi itu... dan maksudnya mereka akan dilatih 100% untuk dijadikan seorang atlet.. adakah kamu akan merestui anak kamu menghambakan diri mereka kepada sukan? dari 10 ibubapa, aku percaya.. tak sampai 3 pun nak anak-anak diorang jadi atlet.. paling kuat pun dia orang kasi la anak-anak diorg main sukan apa yang diorang suka.. nak wakil sekolah ke.. nak wakil negeri ke.. memang diorang tak kesah... tapi lepas sekolah, diorang nak anak-anak diorang nie masuk uni... jadi doktor ke, jadi engineer ke.. jadi cikgu ke.... so, first, kita kena ubah mentality ni... tapi susah nak ubah mentality ini...hurm...

Di brazil atau negara-negera miskin yang lain.. mereka menggunakan sukan untuk menaik tarafkan keluarga mereka... kalau kita tengok kebanyakkan football star, diorang datang dari keluarga yang susah... contohnya macam cristiano ronaldo, zidane, anelka.. diorang bukan dari golongan orang kaya.. tapi sekarang nie.. gaji diorg untuk 1 minggu boleh beli rumah sebijik.. dan mereka nie main sungguh.. kerana dia memang minat, bakat dan juga nampak ini jalan untuk kehidupan yang lebih mewah...

jalan yang saya nampak, kita ambil anak-anak mereka yang susah... mereka yang berbakat... betul-betul berbakat... didik mereka dengan baik... jadikan mereka worldclass athlete.. lagi baik dari buat satu uni sukan.. yang course ditawarkan entah pape.. jadinya macam melepaskan batuk ditangga... maksudnya... buat apa mereka diberikan degree e.g an engeneering degree dan at the mereka akan jadi olahraga.... pastu lepas mereka tak boleh lari lagi, mereka nak ke jadi engineer? atau ilmu tue dah berkarat... ok, mesti orang kata... bagi la mereka degree dalam sains sukan, so mereka akan apply this in their field.. tapi, uni yang ada pun ada tawarkan sains sukan... atau macam2 lagi la course yang ada sangkut paut dgn sukan...

malaysia still a developing country... malaysia masih takde public uni yang specialist dalam satu bidang sahaja... contohnya macam russia, diaorang ada uni yang khas untuk medicine.. malaysia patut tumpukan tubuhkan uni yang mcm nie.. dari tubuhkan a special uni for sport yang at the end they will just bring a good name to the country... malaysia still lack of people to give basic services.. we must concentrate on thing that can benefit all the people dari habiskan masa and spend money to put thing in the history book... still, its important.. sport is important as a health promotion and without a healthy citizen, malaysia is going nowhere..

first thing come first.. education and higher education minister should lough at this this idea.. there is still alot of people out there still isolated from tertiary education... isolated from basic medical facilities.. we talk about basic thing is really basic... there is alot of people who never see a doctor in their whole life in malaysia... there are people in malaysia who never ride a proton in malaysia and there are a lots of people in malaysia yang tak pernah makan makanan yang ada dalam food pyramid tue.. kalau korang tak caya... aku boleh tarik tarik telinga si menteri belia dan sukan tue, tengok org2 dekat macam tue.. kalau sikit-sikit takpela... banyak la... banyak sangat.. and goverment do too little to them... they are just significant once in 5 years when the some people want enough vote for them so that the can sit up there and eat a good food and send their children at a good school, send their wife at a private hospital and pay rm150 just for cold and fever or send their child to enter akedemi fantasia.. hehe...

but still, im proud to be malaysian... n u shold proud to be malaysian...