31.3.11

gagngster game

i feel pelik when seeing some people acting like they are the savior of the world while they are actually just playing some gangster like game in their own world.. and there are hardly any people really actually give a damn in watever they did but they are so busy body and try get control in everything... hehe... its just a matter of time for me to finish close one eye in this bullshit..

26.3.11

inspiration

Its funny when u get an inspiration to learn more and read further from other people stupidity... Especially if they r your superior.. And they treat u like a stupid dog... Things are more funny when they try to act smart but in your eyes.. They look plain stupid and incompetence...
The inspiration is to be better than them.. So that u can prove them stupid... And that will be more funny! Hehehe.. Evil laugh.. Hope I will get the chance !

23.3.11

iboh supan..

hehe.. kinek tok kmk jaga periphery.. nanga sorang sn dkt 2nd class.. nya dari kuching.. saja kmk klakar dgnnya.. selaut gilak lidah kmk.. lamak sik klakar sarawak.. adoi.. rindu o sama kuching... bila gik mau balit sinun.. dulu ingat mauk jadi org sarawak and settle down there.. tapi mcm sik jadi.. hehe.. sik apa.. nanga duluk.. kita sik tau apa mau jadi dgn future bah.. mana tau kmk jadi join unimas.. hehe..

kepada org sarawak, jgn marah la.. lama tak cakap sarawak... but to be honest.. sarawak really have a soft spot in my heart.. hurm.. will be back there soon... at least as a tourist since i left so many people i called family.. good friends...

will be back home soon :)

22.3.11

difficult moment

Take a moment of ur life.. try to imagine when u r in these situation:
1. U r called by a doctor into the ICU to discuss regarding the condition of ur love one...

2.U r in front of a doctor who r waiting ur big decision regarding ur love one plan of management.. Active or conservative...

3.U r called by a doctor after an hour they try to resus ur love one but obviously they failed....

Hurm.. I always being the doctor.. Who make a call... Not the person in those situations... I hope I always make it easy, simple, understandable, and with the right facial expression, right tone.......

20.3.11

fikir,,,

fikir..
how will my day be?

fikir...
esok nak pakai baju apa?

fikir...
nak specialist apa?

fikir..
lepas ho campak mana?

fikir...
lepas medical g mana?

fikir...
nak kawen dgn sape? :P

fikir...
bila nak jadi kaya?

fikir...
mcm mana nak jadi kaya?

fikir...
malam nie nak makan mana?

fikir...
lepas nie nak buat apa?

fikir...
dan fikir lagi...

huargh...

15.3.11

just a houseman cabuk

F u S
Why u need to be so selfish?
F U S
Dun u think that people hav their own life.. Own plan...
F U S
U can't simply make things like u rule this world
F U S
U dun own me...
F U S
I wish u get HIV but u hardly touch them
F U S
I wish one day u kena saman and ur license kena pull back
F U S
I just simply hate u..

12.3.11

normal human

Post hari nie.. Terrible call last night.. Tapi alhamdulillah... Go thru the night finally... Urm.. Today xkeja.. So I bawak my car pegi service.. Cis.. Rupanya free service lagi.. Lepas tue g ecm cari pewangi keta since dat day mama complaint pening naik keta aku.. So, beli la potpourri.. sebab mmg mama suka..
Then.. Alang2 tgk la merong mahawangsa... Walaupun rasa loser giler tgk muvie sorang2.. Hehe.. And regarding the muvie.. I think its damn good.. Yup.. Dapat rasa standard dia bukan mcm typical malay muvie yg lain yg asyik2 tunjuk scene kat kedai makan.. Ruang tamu... Nak naik keta.. Nak jalan g keta and bla2... And its a good epic film..
After finish that, terus g cuci kereta... Balik solat asar.. Lepak2.. And lepak lagi...
After maghrib g umah dr qiuzi.. Birthday anak dia... Pergh.. Tetiba satu perasaan pelik melanda.... Aku berkata pada diriku... "Best jugak kalau ada anak"....... Hehe....

Hari nie aku rasa mcm normal human... Tak tau kenapa.. Tapi hari nie rasa mcm alive... And its make a day if man utd menang dgn arsenal malam nie :)

6.3.11

for a while

Dah lama xpost anything kat sini.. Byk benda yg jadi selama aku dalam posting medical nie.. Hehe.. Tapi xpela.. Ada masa aku akan tulis gak.. :)
Skrg nie aku tgh baring2 depan tv dekat rumah sg buloh.. Baru lepas balik wedding hisham.. Kawan masa uni aku.. Kalau tengok org kawen.. Mmg rasa nak kawen gler.. Tapi.. Lambat lagi... (Jawapan typical aku.. Hehe..)
Sat lagi nak gerak balik kuantan.. Malam nie man utd vs liverpool.. Hopefully sempat nak reach kuantan..
Esok masuk cardio posting.. After 2 days of full sleep.. Hopefully akan masuk cardio dgn penuh semangat..
Owh.. Nie pun first post dari  aku after abou 6 months aku beli :p