kickthesidekick

where is my damn allowance

2012-01-16T10:55:00.002+08:00

shift or so called flexi schedule for housemanship has been around since September 2011. there are many issues uprising since its implementation but everything have its own ups and down. after about 5 months everybody from the consultant, specialist, medical officer, houseman and staff nurses already able to coping with the new system, everybody seem to except the pro and cons of the systems,

butcher

2011-12-24T15:14:00.002+08:00

My beloved prof used to teach me that a surgeon should have the heart of a tiger, the eye of the eagle and the hand of a lady and he describe further that a surgeon is an operating physician.. But in real life, I personally think that some of them is a butcher.. I know some of them are good, or perhaps they are not a surgeon yet.. I dunno.. Depressed.

bersih the dirty..

2011-07-08T20:14:00.000+08:00

Bersih.. Aku kurang pasti apa yg berlaku.. Ignorance perhaps.. Malas nak amik port.. Dari yg serba sedikit yg aku tahu.. Mereka nie kurang percaya dgn system pilihanraya di malaysia... Sejauh mana mereka xpuas hati.. Aku pun pasti.. Logik akal.. Opposition menang 5 negeri last election.. And deny 2/3 majority BN.. Jadi.. Maknanya.. Mereka pun menipu la masa election? Atau jika dan hanya jika

first impression

2011-07-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. I just lipis.. Just take a short round in lipis.. I think I just love the town.. Better than wat I expect.. My first impression is good.. I dunno why.. I can feel the peaceful life here which is wat I seek for for now... Its remind a lot about the town where I grew up at alor gajah.. I think its slightly bigger than Alor Gajah and its make me feel like.. I'm fine to be here.. I have spent

a question perhaps?

2011-06-23T22:52:00.003+08:00

its take 3 second and 3 words to tell someone ur feeling.. I love Uperhaps its take 3 hours to explain in detail how the feeling is..but its take the whole life to prove it...when we dun have the 3 seconds.. and we dun have the the 3 hours.. could we spend the whole life to prove it? question.. but i guess i will never found the answer unless i die... but if in case if i die now.. i dunno i will

xsetuju

2011-06-20T19:53:00.002+08:00

ternampak tadi dekat fb ada page Allah... hurm.. aku kurang setuju dengan page nie.. yela.. nie dah mcm menyamakan Allah tue dgn makhluk... mungkin niat org tue baik.. tapi tak elok la.. aku xdapat nak huraikan ketidak puas hatian aku dgn lebih detail since aku takut tersalah cakap... ilmu aku tentang ketuhanan nie cetek sangat.. tapi secara terang dan bersuluh aku tidak bersetuju kalau ada page

the lost

2011-06-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

So far setahun xde gf... Hidup boleh go on seperti biasa... Tapi after a week without laptop.. Pergh.. Carca marba hidup aku.. Hari nie lepak jeram.. Tgk org dgn slr.. Telan air liur je aku.. Hurm...nasib badan...Yang paling aku sedih mengenangkan segala document.. Notes... Pictures.. Songs... Yang ada dalam laptop tue.. Yela.. Laptop boleh beli lagi.. Patah tumbuh hilang berganti.. Tapi

D.I.A.M

2011-06-12T10:49:00.000+08:00

Diam tanda setuju...Diam mungkin segalanya...Diam tanda marah...Memendam rasa menahan amarah...Diam tanda berfikir...Masa depan.. Perancangan teliti..Diam mungkin kesepian...Tiada lawan bicara.. Tiada teman hidup..Diam mungkin keamanan..Jauh dari hingar bingar pekik lolong..Diam itu ketenangan..Diam itu kebosanan..Diam itu keharmonian..Masa dan ketika mendefinasikan diam..Diam mungkin melupakan.

2011-06-05T22:14:00.000+08:00

Cikgu mendidik...Polis tanggap org jahat.. Setiap org ada peranan masing2.Student belajar..Pencuri mencuri...Masing-masing ada tugas masing2...Siapa la doktor tanpa pesakit..Siapa la artis tanpa peminat..Kita semua wujud sebab org lain..Kita mungkin ayah.. Mak.. Abang.. Kakak or adik kepada someone..Someone maybe husband.. Wife.. Bf or gf kepada kita...Kita adalah seseorg kepada org lain tanpa

S.H.E

2011-06-03T16:16:00.000+08:00

she is ordinary but she is so special to me.. She is plain but she make my life so colourful... She look simple but she make me feel complicated... She is nice.. But she make me feel bad... She is a reality but she make me dream all the time... She is not mine but I want to make her mine.. She dun care about me but I really care about her.. She always forget me.. But she always in my mind..

2 days of my life

2011-06-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

I just realize since last friday till today.. I have been working around the clock..EOD oncall x3.. Sound pathetic.. And today I'm not oncall.. And I have tomorow before another EOD x 3.. Then I will only have time for myself for sleep bath and shit at prn basis.. Regret? Nope.. Just feel pathetic and kinda a loser because finally I have a chance to ponder about my life.. A deep think about

hidup semua

2011-05-19T17:57:00.000+08:00

Tak semua benda yg kita nak dalam hidup kita dapat.. Tak semua benda hidup nie ikut lumrah alam.. tak semua hati itu suci...Tak semua org pakai akal yang logik...Tak semua org baik budi..Tak semua org berniat baik...Tak semua berbaik sangka...Tak semua org berfikiran positive...Yang penting hati yang ikhlas...Yang penting sentiasa ingatkanNya..Yang penting kita berfikiran positive..Yang penting

feel small

2011-05-16T19:17:00.000+08:00

When u stand alone the middle of mosque... Right below its dom When u stand alone in the middle of the field of empty old traffordWhen u look at the sky full of stars while u r alone at the beachWhen u look down from the top of klccWhen u read about great warrior and king storieswhen u know u just one of HIS slave

ingatan diri sendiri

2011-05-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

Memandu.. Kadang-kadang kita terlalu laju.... Terlalu fokus ke depan... Dunia sekadar apa yg dekat depan windscreen... Kiri kanan sekadar yg dijeling.. Sekadar yg sempat... Yg belakang kiranya kalau di hon or di high beam... Kadang benda yg didepan pun terlalu kecil sampai habis dilanggar dilenyek... Terlalu fokus ke arah yg dituju.... Mcm hidup juga...........Memandu. Santai.. Kiri kanan pandang

2011-05-11T12:36:00.000+08:00

Its amazing when someone can make u smile when she smile.. Membuatkan anda mahu humming kau buat aku tersenyum by sheila on7...This is the 100 entry in this blog.. Part of the entry was made when I was single.. When I was with someone.. When I am back to be single and young and dangerous..but I guess I had found somebody special.. But yeah.. Its too early :) When I set up this blog, I was a

advanture in life

2011-05-03T00:13:00.000+08:00

How would u define adventure in life?1.U saw a random girl.. Then u go all out to get her.. U dun even know her.. U never speak to her.. U just decide u want to go after her... Hehe...2.U have a good and secure job but 1 day u decide that all and I want to try something new.. So u resign and start looking for a new job or start a business.. A burger stall perhaps?3.U pack ur bag, buy a flight

OCD

2011-04-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

Dkt posting nie rasa mcm byk deal dgn org yg byk kerenah or probably boleh didiagnose as OCD... Or maybe aku ke yg cincai? And or probably mmg org2 yg trait2 tertentu je boleh keja dkt situ? Or mungkin they r train to be like that? Yang aku pelik.. Org yang dr pubalan used to call "side show" pun bukan main berlagak lagi... Padahal bukan tau menda pun... Nama pun side show... Punya la pelik org2

2011-04-23T19:06:00.000+08:00

6 tahun sekolah rendah... 5 tahun sekolah menengah.. Setahun dkt matrik.. 5 tahun dkt uni amik medic... Xde la plak cikgu or lecturer aku mengelabah... Or mengajar aku dgn cara kasar and buli aku... Semua pro je.. Even cikgu or lecturer yg bukan fav aku.. Aku hormat je diaorg.. Even sometimes yes aku mmg critical... Tapi hari nie aku rasa jumpa sorang yg mengelabah giler... Yg konon2 nak mengajar

2011-04-19T23:41:00.000+08:00

Baru balik tgk bola dkt stadium pahang... Enjoy jugak... Walaupun mungkin suasana tak semeriah old traford, stamford bridge atau anfield... Game tak serancak man utd vs chelsea.. Tapi at least nie satu2nya cara menyokong bola sepak tempatan... Dkt oversee.. Even 3rd division diaorg pun stadium penuh... Cuma mcm biasa la.. Banyak suara2 sumbang mencarut sana sini... Harap muka hensem.. Janggut

happy birthday to me

2011-04-08T14:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my 25th brithday.. As I always say.. Its just another day in my life.. just like today.. I just get another day older than me yesterday.. The only different is.. I just another year older than what I was at the same date last year... Anyway.. Yesterday was marking 25 years of age that Allah borrow to me.. The chance given to me to breath and kicking around in this world.. At the age

reading

2011-04-04T23:57:00.000+08:00

2344CA25 I recently finding myself read more than what I tought I would... I start to ignore fb and more interested in book then the junk in the internet... Of coz most of it is a medical book beside recently added to my collection.. A Doctor in the House by our ex prime minister.... But I should sleep now :)

gagngster game

2011-03-31T23:26:00.002+08:00

i feel pelik when seeing some people acting like they are the savior of the world while they are actually just playing some gangster like game in their own world.. and there are hardly any people really actually give a damn in watever they did but they are so busy body and try get control in everything... hehe... its just a matter of time for me to finish close one eye in this bullshit..

inspiration

2011-03-26T23:21:00.001+08:00

Its funny when u get an inspiration to learn more and read further from other people stupidity... Especially if they r your superior.. And they treat u like a stupid dog... Things are more funny when they try to act smart but in your eyes.. They look plain stupid and incompetence...The inspiration is to be better than them.. So that u can prove them stupid... And that will be more funny! Hehehe..

iboh supan..

2011-03-23T21:53:00.003+08:00

hehe.. kinek tok kmk jaga periphery.. nanga sorang sn dkt 2nd class.. nya dari kuching.. saja kmk klakar dgnnya.. selaut gilak lidah kmk.. lamak sik klakar sarawak.. adoi.. rindu o sama kuching... bila gik mau balit sinun.. dulu ingat mauk jadi org sarawak and settle down there.. tapi mcm sik jadi.. hehe.. sik apa.. nanga duluk.. kita sik tau apa mau jadi dgn future bah.. mana tau kmk jadi join

difficult moment

2011-03-22T19:37:00.000+08:00

Take a moment of ur life.. try to imagine when u r in these situation:1. U r called by a doctor into the ICU to discuss regarding the condition of ur love one...2.U r in front of a doctor who r waiting ur big decision regarding ur love one plan of management.. Active or conservative...3.U r called by a doctor after an hour they try to resus ur love one but obviously they failed....Hurm.. I

fikir,,,

2011-03-20T18:44:00.002+08:00

fikir.. how will my day be?fikir...esok nak pakai baju apa?fikir...nak specialist apa?fikir..lepas ho campak mana?fikir...lepas medical g mana?fikir...nak kawen dgn sape? :Pfikir...bila nak jadi kaya?fikir...mcm mana nak jadi kaya?fikir...malam nie nak makan mana?fikir...lepas nie nak buat apa?fikir...dan fikir lagi... huargh...

just a houseman cabuk

2011-03-15T19:01:00.000+08:00

F u SWhy u need to be so selfish?F U SDun u think that people hav their own life.. Own plan...F U SU can't simply make things like u rule this worldF U SU dun own me...F U SI wish u get HIV but u hardly touch themF U SI wish one day u kena saman and ur license kena pull backF U SI just simply hate u..

normal human

2011-03-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

Post hari nie.. Terrible call last night.. Tapi alhamdulillah... Go thru the night finally... Urm.. Today xkeja.. So I bawak my car pegi service.. Cis.. Rupanya free service lagi.. Lepas tue g ecm cari pewangi keta since dat day mama complaint pening naik keta aku.. So, beli la potpourri.. sebab mmg mama suka.. Then.. Alang2 tgk la merong mahawangsa... Walaupun rasa loser giler tgk muvie sorang2.

for a while

2011-03-06T16:29:00.000+08:00

Dah lama xpost anything kat sini.. Byk benda yg jadi selama aku dalam posting medical nie.. Hehe.. Tapi xpela.. Ada masa aku akan tulis gak.. :) Skrg nie aku tgh baring2 depan tv dekat rumah sg buloh.. Baru lepas balik wedding hisham.. Kawan masa uni aku.. Kalau tengok org kawen.. Mmg rasa nak kawen gler.. Tapi.. Lambat lagi... (Jawapan typical aku.. Hehe..)Sat lagi nak gerak balik kuantan..

i think i should seek help...

2010-11-10T22:42:00.003+08:00

when i feel sad..i will thinking a lots.. but at that time i dun have someone that i could really share my feeling... my emotion... what should i do? the best thing i could do is listening to the song in my laptop.. enjoying talking to my blog.. talking to myself... and u wonder.. what mistake u have made until u r punish like this.. and i start to compare my life with others.. and i start to

when u r sinking down

2010-11-10T22:18:00.002+08:00

when u r so down.. u dun expect u can fall further down.. but the ocean has its own floor.. and when u r sinking down.. u wonder.. when u will reach the ocean floor.. since u still sinking... and the only thing in your mind is.. when i can see the light back.... when u dunno wat worst might come.. how vulnerable r u to the beast of the ocean floor.. its frightening.. and this is life..

im a sinner

2010-11-07T22:33:00.002+08:00

i hate to have a relatives of patient who act like an a asshole at hospital.. i think i can handle them.. but then, it make less ikhlas.. yeah.. honestly... im a sinner..

live is like a lift

2010-11-04T20:13:00.002+08:00

live is like a lift... its goes up and down.. and sometimes somewhere in between... a lift can go sky high to the top like the one at klcc.. and also can be at the ground floor or even underground.. hehe.. urm.. sometimes lift can be so empty.. and its stuck at that certain level and most of the time, at the ground floor.. and when its full.. it can be at any level... up and down.. what i try to

funny

2010-09-21T21:52:00.000+08:00

its funny to see a sub specialist acting like a kindergarten boy :)

the hardest.. the sweeter..

2010-06-10T01:53:00.002+08:00

sometimes... we forget that a simple decision we make today will change the fate of ourself.. people around you and perhaps the world... but u dunno when and how u end up making the decision.. because u never know what will happen in next minute.. next week. next month.. next year or next 10 years.. and that why sometimes.. i think.. we need to look back and think....we think and we think..

passport.. aircond.. alignment and Garmin :)

2010-06-03T00:36:00.002+08:00

hari nie.. lepas smayang subuh tadi.. aku niat nak pegi jog.. tapi baring2... alih.. terlelap and terjaga balik kul 9.. cis.. tersasar target aku.. nak g jogging and nak g immigration buat passport.. so aku terus bangun mandi and pegi immigration dekat pusat bandar damansara.. sampai sana.. dah nak dekat kul 11.. hehe.. nasib baik la ada seorg sahabat lama yang kerja sana.. tak sampai sejam..

holiday

2010-06-01T23:04:00.003+08:00

this is a first entry after i officially graduated from medical school and become a doctor.. hehe.. but at the moment.. i have a perhaps longest holiday in my life before my retirement.. hehe.. tue pun kalau panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.... so.. my life now is all about sleep.. eating.. sleep and eating.. i guess i should make my life a little crazy.. so.. why dun make a list of possible

record

2010-04-21T07:28:00.002+08:00

my new record in life.. first time ada so much apthous ulcer in the same time.. and its been a while since i have even an ulcer during exam..(confident? nah.. just used to it).. but for da most important exam in ur life.. who dun fucking stress... and im so damn stress... ok.. jom study..

things are subjective.. u cant complaint one..

2010-02-01T19:11:00.002+08:00

there are so many things in this world standing as a subjective issue... where there is no really black and white and its located at the grey area.. again, without any prominent boundry.. as an example.. if u look at one girl.. from his physical appearance and after a quick assessment, u will conclude that that girl is ugly... but, how u can confirm this fellow is ugly... so.. u want to ask your

dream and dreaming

2010-01-23T17:48:00.004+08:00

terbaca satu post dekat fb.. bunyi dia lebih kurang mcm nie la... apakah beza angan-angan dan cita-cita?dalam perbincangan tue.. aku dapat faham yang angan-angan adalah satu tujuaan yang tidak diiringi dengan satu daya fizikal yang kuat, satu mental yang sangat bermotivasi, tanpa setitik peluh dan sekadar bayangan di minda....... mana kala cita-cita pula impian yg diiringi satu daya tujahan yg

tak payah baca la....

2010-01-10T18:04:00.003+08:00

macam biasa.. blog nie hanya di update bila aku dah habis exam.. hari2 lain bukan tak free.. cuma takde feel nak tulis2 dah.. lagi pun bukan sape2 nak baca sangat pun.. so.. skrg nie baru lepas posting medicine.. esok aku dah masuk posting psychiatric plak.. 2 minggu je beb.. aku rasa mcm tak cukup masa je nak study nie.. tapi... aku tak amik pape inisiatif pun nak start awal... mana taknya.. aku

learn how to think....

2009-12-05T22:25:00.002+08:00

malam nie tetiba teringin nak update blog yg mmg dah agak terabai... hurm.. malam nie pun just aku rasa mcm tak leh nak study..dari aku menatap buku dan takde pape yg melekat dan sementara nak tgu time man utd lawan nie.. tergerak plak la hati nak post pape dekat sini.. walau aku tau.. takde sape sangat pun baca... tapi at least.. bila aku free2 nanti... (bila la tue? aku rasa makin kurang masa

its just a picture of a toilet

2009-11-13T02:25:00.003+08:00

been a while since i update diz blog... if its my table.. its could covered with all the dust and stuff.. i mean... garbage... what to do man.. doing medicine is where u put your life and your soul in it.. u just simply try ur hard in everything coz people expect the best from u mate... but in the end.. i really hope its worth every single thing i did for it.. coz its my own decision.. my own

spread the joy...

2009-10-25T20:56:00.003+08:00

u tend to share ur joy with the love one.. u share u passion with ur partner.. but when the result is ignorance and so demotivated.. u will noe dat u r not good enuf to please them or ur threshold of joy is just to low compare to them...people said, in every succesfull man, there will be a women behind this.. and i hope its true.. that why i love my mum so much.. she really understand my interest

Allah maha mengatahui...

2009-09-04T20:55:00.000+08:00

hm.. ada logiknya.. entah la.. hanya Allah yang maha mengatahui..

tengok langit biru.. tgk buku hijau... bukak buku kuning..

2009-08-20T11:55:00.003+08:00

baru balik dari hospital.. mcm biasa... perasaan bodoh menyelubungi diri... hurm.. nama pun medical student.. nie namanya pre-exam stress disorder...jalan balik.. aku tgk langit... cantik.. biru.. biru yang cantik sebab semalam hujan.. kalau dapat keluar amik gambar mcm best.. tapi.. hobi nie tak sesuai musim exam nie.. tulis blog ni pun dah rasa bersalah... rasa buang masa...buku nelson nie dah

cemburu... argh~

2009-08-10T17:22:00.002+08:00

baru balik dari discussion IDA dgn Dr Hla.. penat.. memang penat walaupun tak la berlari sepanjang discussion tue... post nie bukan nak cite pasal discussion dgn Dr Hla tue.. cuma.... at the end of the discussion tue.... tetiba Dr Hla tunjuk group photo batch last year after diaorg dah dapat result profesional exam diaorg... dalam gambar tue memang terpancar dan memancarla kegembiraan di muka

luahan....

2009-08-06T01:20:00.001+08:00

banyak benda yang aku nak tulis.. tapi apakan daya.. masa semakin menghentam dari kiri dan kanan atas bawah.. minat nie dah semakin pupus.. minat2 lain pun makin menghilang... entah la...

dalam delima rakyat negaraku dalam delima..

2009-08-02T17:53:00.003+08:00

Bila ada member2 yg menyalahkan polis menggunakan kekerasan masa mengawal rally anti-ISA.. aku tertanya2 kepada diri sendiri.. salah polis ke? ada yg mengatakan polis terlalu dikawal oleh kerajaan.. segalanya salah di mata mereka.. mereka yg berhimpun ni segalanya betul.. kononnya memperjuangkan Islam dan mengatakan yg ISA ini menzalami Islam...... entahla.. part ISA nie aku tak nak sentuh sebab

argh.. swine right!!!

2009-07-31T00:17:00.003+08:00

Yes.. slide untuk Inter Department education dah siap.. gila.. nak kena present depan dean and semua members of the faculty... harap2 aku tak tergagap2 la present hari tue... hehe.. lantak la.. sape suh aku present.. tapi jgn risau.. aku punya slide mmg always short and sweet :p kejayaan ini lagi sweet sebab arinie aku rasa nak demam.. badan rasa lenguh2 and neck aku rasa sengal je.. bahu pun

Curfew!!!!

2009-07-27T20:49:00.002+08:00

i request for the delay of curfew of our collage from 12 midnite to 2 a.m...i also can not give a solid reason why i need this delay.. but i guess i just always starving at night.. im not good at cooking and im sorry, im not tolerate instant noodles quite well too coz personally i will wake up late if i eat instant noodle.. and some more.. im a future doc.. and what do u expect from me to eat dat

coretan di kala bosan

2009-07-08T16:56:00.002+08:00

lama tak post pape dekat sini...busy beb pead.. walau banyak masa free.. banyak juga benda nak kena blaja...tadi aku dgr rumour yang kata all health care worker and Unimas student dah kena band dari pegi Rain Forest Music Festival.. argh... aku mmg teringin nak pg... dah masuk tahun ke 5 dah aku dekat sarawak.. and shame on me coz i never been there even once.. duh~ hurm... tahun lepas tak leh

only love

2009-06-29T00:37:00.003+08:00

sometimes we need more than other need to be satisfied.. its natural.. along the journey, we will found dat we need to top up sumthing or off load sumthing in our luggage to go on.. becoz we are always unsatisfied...lately, i found that sometimes.. LOVE and only cant make two heart together.. Love and only cant make two people together..love and only cant make two people happy..love and only cant

sekadar coretan

2009-06-27T09:57:00.002+08:00

semalam aku, akad, hafis and hafriz pegi tgk acoustic nite dekat Ileq-ileq cafe... tue pun aku ternampak ad event nie dekat Ilove Kuching punya web site.. so.. ok la.. ramai yang datang.. ada yang datang dgn member mcm aku.. ada yang datang bawak gf.. dan tak kurang jugak yang datang dgn family..atmosphere dekat sana was quite happening gak la.. cuma maybe mutu penganjuran kena dipertingkatkan

aku seorang yang tak rajin

2009-06-24T01:06:00.003+08:00

aku seorang yang tak rajin...kenapa aku sungguh tak rajin...argh... perlu berusaha dan berusaha dan usaha lagi..bak kata motto Mozac.. berusaha pasti jaya...ahh~kena rajin lepas nie..kena baca buku sampai tertido atas meja mcm izham..tak nak usya fb, taknak baca2 blog lagi.. tapi at least kena tau Man utd beli sape season nie.. kena gak usya dalam internet.. ah~mcm mana pun kena jadi rajin at

Kembali ke kancah semi pro?

2009-06-22T17:25:00.004+08:00

kembali ke kancah semipro? adakah FAM nak backward.. masa semua org masih di semi pro, FAM sibuk nak ke PRO.. bila org lain dah shift ke PRO, FAM sibuk plak nak balik buat Semi pro... Ini ke tindakkan drastik yang terbaik yang dapat dibuat oleh FAM? hm.. ke sebab orang-orang yang mentadbir FAM makin lanjut usia mereka dan mereka sudah menjadi semakin nyanyok dan mengambil keputusan seperti org

I LOVE AKADEMI FANTASIA <3

2009-06-18T22:54:00.004+08:00

live in malaysia mean we are load and provided with sickening song in the radio and even on tv... our countryman really miss the late of P.Ramlee and Sudirman.. its true dat kind of talent they have is like a moon in the sky full of stars... the best we ever had in the recent year perhaps is Datuk Siti NurHaliza <-- in my opinion... i would like to shout a clear sorry to the fans of reality tv

transition time

2009-06-15T23:08:00.003+08:00

biological rhythm aku giler kelam kabut skrg nie.. masih tak reset and tune up to student life lagi.. masih tune as penganggur terhormat.. hehe..8 minggu dekat umah.. urgh.. for da 1st time since 4 years ago.. hehe.. culture shock seketika aku di situ.. yea.. di situ.. hehe..yang paling aku susah nak adjust is part makan2 nie.. dekat rumah.. mama aku mmg masak best je.. memang makan dijaga baik

pelik~

2009-06-13T01:23:00.002+08:00

aku rasa pelik..... pelik yang amat sangat... bukan la menjadi kesalahan.. cuma mcm diluar norma kesusilaan aku atau diluar kesenangan aku.. atau entah la.. mungkin kurang enak disanubariku...menjadi kebiasaan bila aku online.. untuk usya facebook... nak tgk apa jadi dekat member aku.. nak tau perkembangan diaorg... yela since most of kawan2 aku mmg duk jauh2.. dan ada yang dah bertahun tak jumpa

kembali ke Kuching

2009-06-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah.. semalam aku selamat sampai ke bumi Kuching yang aman dan tenteram.. di sambut oleh si dia yang tersayang.. :)... ke kedai perabut mencari langsir juga.. hehe.. mcm kelakar jugak.. sempat la aku beli new blanket dekat kamdar jugak walau pagi tadi masa bangun tido blanket tue dah kemana.. aku tah di mana.. hehe.. she my wet blanket~ lalala... bateri kereta yang sudah kong pun sudah

foochikuk

2009-06-03T00:45:00.002+08:00

okey,,where to start? hehe.. so lazy lately.. even to on my laptop.. hehe..super duper lazy...so last week my brother Irham bersunat.. hehe.. kinda happening event since a lots of my relatives and my cousins were gathered at my house and the atmosphere so meriah.. hehe.. add up with my little2 cousin who just now how to cry and laugh.. hehe.. n i really hav some great time teasing them.. hehe..

PSD scholarship

2009-05-14T21:59:00.003+08:00

This evening, like any other day when im at home i read TheStar newspaper and today i read one intresting article with a topic " PSD Scholarship Criteria To be re-evaluated". its an article that quote a speech from datuk seri Ong Tee Keat.In my point of view, i agree there is some aspect of injustice in distributing the PSD scholarship as some of our country top scorer was deny their right to get

sedetik....

2009-05-02T01:08:00.002+08:00

sedetik.. sesaat...apa saja boleh berlaku....seribu benda boleh diubahmaut dan kehidupan...cinta dan benci...sakit dan sihat...gembira dan sedih...pantas permainan di pentas dunia...terkadang tak dan kita menjadi saksinya..terasa benar hidup ini dikawal olehNYA yang maha Kuasa...sedetik masa berlalu.. satu kelalaian berlaku...seribu perubahan berlaku...ah... kejam sekali dunia..namun suratan

bola sepak malaysia

2009-04-26T17:42:00.002+08:00

last nite aku dgn v sha kri pegi tgk bola dekat stadium bukit jalil... selangor lawan kelantan... berterima kasih kepada daddy aku pasal berjaya mendapatkan 2 tiket free untuk aku g tgk final FA cup tue.. hehe..malam tue memang aku bersorak mcm org gila la sampai hilang and serak suara aku... kesian kat v yang terpaksa duduk dekat tempat penyokong selangor dan dipeluk oleh penyokong2 selangor

22 + 1 = 23 and dat all... nothing much.

2009-04-07T00:15:00.002+08:00

to grow up is sumthing that so scary to me..celebrating another birthday just feel like adding another number to da previous no.to become adult is sumthing dat i cant imagine..i hope i yet to be an adult..i still want to be a child.. where nobody can put a question mark on my action, word and level of responsibility..but the chance become narrow not by celebrating my birthday.. but by every

ARUS BOIKOT KE-2

2009-04-02T00:46:00.004+08:00

Ammah curry house foochikuk!roti canai 1 keping = 1/2 keping tapi harga mcm 2 keping!!!!jom boikot ammah curry house!!!!!!!semua warga FMHS Unimas di minta memboikot ammah curry house..semoga kedai baru di tapak lama The Station memberi pilihan yang lebih bijak kepada kita semua.. amin...

what a beautuful world....

2009-03-28T19:06:00.006+08:00

we are living in a very beautiful world..i live in a very beautiful world... mean yesterday and today..but no one will never noe wat kind of world we will facing tomorrow...but everyday i pray to Allah dat tomorrow will be a better day for me.. :) amin...why i look so satisfied when previously i really look demanding and seem to be unsatisfy with every single thing.. yup.. there are so many thing

corat coret

2009-03-21T15:20:00.003+08:00

bila gembira... kita selalu lupa saat sedih..bila kita sedih.. kita akan selalu ingat saat2 indah...manusia selalu lupa kesusahan di kala kesenangan menjengah...bila susah.. manusia rindukan kesenangan... namun.. bila susah.. manusia akan berusaha.. dan bila dibalas dengan kejayaan.. manis sekali perasaan di hati... segala penat lelah terus dilupakan..kita memang senang lupa kesusahan...

im an idiot

2009-03-10T16:51:00.004+08:00

im stupid and im an idiot...why? its im really an idiot? well.. got some people will say that im a smart person... and many will say that im not dat fool even sometimes i look like one.. erk.. not sometimes.. perharp most of the time i look like a fool... but most of the time i dun want to look dumb and being an idiot... and i will really get angry when someone call me idiot or wat so ever word

sleep

2009-03-10T13:29:00.001+08:00

A man can go two weeks without eating. But if he doesn’t rest at all, he can only survive for one week. Sleeping provides us the time to rest our internal organs, eyes and brains. Poor sleep quality can cause internal damage to our internal organs and brains. Therefore, sleeping is very important to us. If you wish to have a long life and stay healthy, please take note of the advice below.5 DON’

hehe... now i wonder...

2009-03-09T17:16:00.000+08:00

If you have sex with a prostitute against her will, is it considered rape or shoplifting?Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to ‘put your two cents in’… but it’s only a ‘penny for your thoughts’? Where’s that extra penny going to?Why does a round pizza come in a square box? How is it that

BN = PR = Penipu + pembelit + perosak + penjahanam + moron + badigol = Rakyat hampeh + negara tergadai + negara porak peranda #

2009-03-04T16:23:00.004+08:00

shit happen...wat is going on with my beloved country?all the politician are acting like a joker...do my parents, my uncle and aunts and my countryman vote them as a laugh stock? we vote them as our voices and representative... this is not the fucking akedemi fantasia where people vote you for entertainment! for the sumbang2 voice that simply2 can get on air on tv.. wat the F!!!!!!!!but it might

sometimes...

2009-03-02T08:55:00.002+08:00

sometimes we need to learn to stand up with our own feet...sometimes we need to learn how to live this life...sometimes we need to learn how appriciate thing and everything...sometimes we need to learn how to live by our own...sometimes we need to learn to make mistake and again.. learn from it...sometimes we need to learn how to be thankful....sometimes we need to learn to make people happy...

me and myself and my laptop

2009-03-01T21:08:00.003+08:00

im looking thru my window...i see the sky...i see the tree...i see the birds fly...at the horizon... i could only see me and myself... sitting on my table.. in front of my laptop... struggle on my case write up... only me and my messy room..why im so lame...hope tomorow will be a new day for me..after all.. need to submit the report tomorrow..

percaturan hujung mingguku~

2009-02-28T02:09:00.000+08:00

Esok… hari sabtu.. hm.. kena bangun pagi-pagi.. ada volleyball punya tournament .. interkolej… teringat plak kekalahan futsal last week.. harap2 volleyball dapat bawak balik at least satu medal.. kaki pun dah ok sket.. walaupun kalau tekan tue sakit lagi.. tapi setakat nak lari-lari dan lompat-lompat memang tak sakit la.. so buat syafiqah ku.. jangan la risau~Hm.. masalah? Ada dua case write up

check this out

2009-02-27T17:14:00.001+08:00

ikan emas

2009-02-23T16:25:00.005+08:00

so.. seperti yang dijanjikan.. pasukan futsal kolej perubatan atau nama tak rasminya pasukan ikan emas... telah menjalani laluan onak berduri di kala sukan interkolej tahun ini.. perlawan pertama menentang kolej sakura.. yg diwakali serpihan dari bintang-bintang kolej lain telah mengalahkan pemuda-pemuda harapan bangsa dengan jaringan 5-3.. di mana 2 gol di jaringkan oleh awi poyo dan satu

futsal interkolej.. harapan yg mengunung

2009-02-21T00:51:00.004+08:00

hari ini sepasukan anak muda akan menghadapi cabaran acara futsal interkolej di Golden hock..siapakah mereka ini? mampukah mereka pergi jauh? mungkin ya.. mungkin tidak.. siapakah pemuda-pemuda harapan seluruh warga kolej perubatan ini?v sha kri--> merangkap kapten dan pemainbaqlish --> merangkap unofficial manager dan pemain yg sampahawi poyo--> kapten luar padang dan pemain yg hampehroslan-->

Serian oh Serian..

2009-02-14T01:07:00.003+08:00

serian.. 2 minggu sudah aku di sana... bandar yang sunyi... namun tetap ceria di kala siang pagi hari.. namun masih tak betah aku meneroka bandar kecil di bahagian Samarahan ini di kala kesibukkan peniaga-peniaga kecil memujuk pelanggan yang lalu lalang di awal hari.. kesibukkan di hospital dan kehidupan sebagai seorang pelajar perubatan tahun 4 di UNIMAS... sungguh membataskan duniawiku...

mengelabah betul.. ish!

2009-02-07T19:31:00.000+08:00

Apa kejadahnya semua ini? aku tak amik port sangat pasal lompat-lompat nie... bagi aku.. semua ini.. adalah..mengelabah!!!!! siapa yang betul dalam hal ini? Najib? Nizar? Sultan Perak? anwar ibrahim? Nasarudin?aku start baca pasal benda nie.. masa aku dengar pasal nasarudin (adub Bota) yang lompat dari Bn ke Pkr.. masa tueaku cakap " pergh.. berapa juta la brader anwar ibrahim bagi brader nie..

Lupa.. oh Lupa..

2009-02-03T23:46:00.003+08:00

kadang-kadang kita selalu lupa benda-benda yang penting ianya mmg menyakitkan hati.. tapi sebagai manusia yang lemah, kita memang selalu lupa dan yang paling mendukacitakan, kita sering lupa akan Tuhan yang maha pencipta sekian alam.. minggu ini memang minggu aku lupa banyak benda.. balik dari kl, aku terlupa nak bawak balik electric razor aku yang mmg jarang aku lupa since setahun dua ini aku

kedai kopi pak mat vs Starbuck

2009-01-30T01:25:00.003+08:00

bila nak tido.. aku terfikir plak pasal perang dekat Gaza nie.. bila tgk tv, dgr dekat radio, baca n tgk dekat internet... ada yg forward2 msg dekat ym sume.. memang sedih dan pilu la hati ini mengenangkan penderitaan saudara seagamaku di Palestine sana tue.. dan dekat ym dan telifon aku plak... ada jugak yg forward msg2 suh boikot barang yang made in America... so... apa pendapat aku pasal menda

mengarut skali-skala

2009-01-30T00:01:00.002+08:00

Salam sejahtera dan salam hormat kepada semua.. alhamdulillah.. tamat sudah sambutan CNYku tahun ini.. dan akhirnya.. dapat jugak kesempatan nak mengarut seketika disini.. hehe...so.. CNY this year.. aku balik sitiawan seorang diri.. menumpang aunt aku.. Aunt Soomy.. sebab? ayah aku ada urusan yang tak dapat dielakkan.. terpaksa la aku pulang menumpang kereta proton perdana uncle kee how.. walau

look into his eyes~

2009-01-15T21:51:00.005+08:00

1 question.. when was the last time u saw ur grandmother or grandfather?answer?: perhaps last hari raya? last depavali? or last CNY? so.. for those celebrating CNY, its almost a year we didnt see them right? same goes for me here.. almost 1 year since the last time i saw my grandparents from my father side..the medical branch which dealing with those labelled with The Golden Age Generation or in

Just an update..

2009-01-13T21:09:00.004+08:00

pergh... lama tak post pape dekat sini.. banyak menda nak cite actually.. tapi.. hehe.. busy...1. dah habis posting psychiatric aku.. so exam was suck n i think i just get less than 5 marks for my osce and dah la salah diagnosis.. shit.........2. kuching.... hujan.. hehe.. stress... seminggu lepas nie.. asyik hujan je.. pagi petang siang malam.. hujan je.. tapi syok jugak sebab lepas exam, aku

1st January 2009!

2009-01-01T01:00:00.001+08:00

its the first day of 2009!!!! its 1st Jan 2009!!! its 0020 on the first day of 2009 and im here at my desk.. struggling with my case write up.. just take a look at the beautiful scenery of the fireworks around the Kuching city..hehe.. luckily im staying in the middle of kuching city.. so can see all the beautiful fireworks all over the sky.. hehe.. so beautiful..sound boring rite celebrating a

Happy New Year!! Happy New Year!!

2008-12-31T12:55:00.003+08:00

Finally... today is the last day of the year 2008... so many thing happened.. so many things i did.. so many mistake i made.. so many sin i committed.. so many thing i ate.. so many heart i hurt.. so many things i learns(and will keep on learning InsyaAllah).. so many people i see and know..year 2008 really is a great year of my life but still.. like i always.. there is up and down in life.. so

hati berkata.. tangan menaip..kalau sudi bacala..

2008-12-26T01:33:00.004+08:00

apa yang kita cari dalam hidup ini?kadang-kadang kita dah dapat semua benda dalam hidup.. tapi sebagai manusia.. kita memang sentiasa tak merasai atau memahami erti cukup..... kita cenderung untuk melihat kejayaan orang lain dan kebahagiaan orang lain sambil membanding bezakan hidup kita dengan orang lain.. cemberu menguasai diri.. dengki.. kalau kita tak mampu capai apa yang dicapai orang lain..

a beautiful mind....

2008-12-24T17:09:00.004+08:00

last night aku dah spend almost whole night cari cerita nie.. adeh.. aku dah try download.. tapi lambat giler... so.. tak tau mana nak cari.. aku dah penah tgk dah cite nie.. tapi sebab skrg nie aku posting PSY, so teringin la nak cari balik cite nie.. dulu pun tgk cite nie dekat tv3.. lama gak la..cite nie release tahun 2001.. cite nie diambil dari cite sebenar... cite about John Forbes Nash Jr.

mari mengarut... bukan Karut.. hehe..

2008-12-22T16:09:00.003+08:00

Finally.. i could post something here.. hehe.. so busy lately.. actually i dun hav any specific thing to share ea.. just feel like mengarut ea.. so if u intrested nak read my mengarut post.. go on.. if not.. just stop here.. hehe.. (tak membina langsung)hurm.. first, about my mum birthday present.. argh.. still not post it to her.. adeh.. never mind.. i told her ald to expect the late delivery...

happy birthday Mama!

2008-12-19T11:49:00.003+08:00

selamat hari jadi to my mum.. Norzalina bte haron.. dah 43 dah this year.. hehe.. still young and sporting.. sori.. tak dapat nak tulis panjang2.. not feeling well for diz last 2,3 days.. i bought her present ad.. but still dun have time to post it yet.. try to post it this evening.. happy birthday again mama.. semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki dan diberkati Allah selalu.. amin.

Al-Fatihah~

2008-12-15T14:17:00.003+08:00

Last night.. i suddenly miss my late grandfather so much.. so much dat i really feel like to cry..it was long ago since i had diz feeling.. but i dunno why last night i feel like really miss him... its a really deep feeling..he was passed away since i really small if i not mistaken when i was 5 years old.. its mean about 17 years back.. i still remember the date.. 20/10... but i forgot the exact

i need a weekend!

2008-12-12T23:48:00.002+08:00

This week is such a superduper busy week for me.. i really can not even breath this week..Its started when i woke up on last saturday... i study for a while before went to my patient house to clerk her for my case write up... after finish that i back home around 4 and after Asar prayer, i went to collage to help out for the preparation of Raya haji..that night, after dinner i try to read a few

Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha :)

2008-12-08T01:11:00.002+08:00

Assalammualikum...i just want to take diz opportunity to wish all my muslim friends happy Aid aidiladha...Korban.. or sacrifice.. adalah satu benda yang penting dalam hidup kita.. terutamanya dalam mengejar cita-cita dan harapankalau dilihat dari sudut seorang pelajar.. mungkin ramai yang tak mampu yang nak berkorban dalam aspek binatang sembelihan... tapi dalam tak sedar.. banyak benda yang

To Datuk mukhriz, Malaysian politician and my fellow countryman

2008-12-03T01:36:00.005+08:00

ur idea about the school system is fantastic(even its actually Tun Razak original idea.. but still a credit for ur brave to bring up the idea back).. but as u and all malaysian know.. the idea just will bring a new issue that they can play in the media and can be another political weapon for some people who just think about their own stake or maybe to gain some popularity during this stormy

Malaysia oh Tanah airku~

2008-12-02T15:54:00.003+08:00

“Jika ada yang menolak cadangan ini, mereka perlu menjelaskan sebab-sebab mereka menentangnya. Bagaimana mungkin mereka bercakap mengenai perpaduan dan mempersoalkan hak-hak orang Melayu dan pada masa sama masih berkeras untuk mengamalkan sistem sekolah berbeza bagi kaum mereka? “Kalau kita mahu hak yang sama rata, kita tidak boleh mempunyai sistem pendidikan berbeza. Kita tidak boleh mendapatkan

foochikuk

2008-12-02T00:21:00.003+08:00

diz last 2,3 days... my life was really flat...anhedonia.. (saje je nak masukkan medical term gak...)nothing so interesting to share with...hurgh...im so lame... luckily not as bad like dinie tumaisuri..case untuk presentation next week pun tak de lagi...aduhai... tetiba terasa stress la plak... adeh..(macha... sertraline kurang manis satu!)To those yang tgh holiday tue... (rasa mcm terlambat je

when love kill love

2008-11-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

when love kill love... its a song from scorpion... but the title really make me feel like write something tonight...how love can kill love?1. when ur parents love u too much... and they pamper u too much.. sometimes this is good... but i think... it can do harm also... u can become too manja.. dependent.. and will always expect to be love in that kind of way by everyone.. hurm.. but conflict is

kerana telinga,, badan binasa..

2008-11-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

certain people hard to keep their mouth shutkan... and banyak plak people yang really dun think even twice when they speak eventho they actually need to think a million time before speak it out about certain thing...some people will really enjoy when they are in bad mood or when they are hurt by someone, they will try to find some other ways to irritate other people or hurt other people around

ahma curry house

2008-11-21T01:18:00.000+08:00

Ahma curry house... sebuah kedai mamak yang tak berapa mamak... dekat giler dgn faculty kitaorg... kira ahma curry house nie mmg port la tempat budak medic unimas makan tgh hari.. doctor2 dari SGH pun kadang2 ada nampak lepak situ.. lecture2 pun selalu lepak sana.. antara yang paling aku selalu nampak lepak sana is Prof Khin Tun.. this guy is a great surgeon..kadang2 sarawak state player pun